I wish to be a butterfly in my next life although life span is short but at least, there's freedom. better than being hardworking but no one actually sees you are. and some of the ones who are catagorized as good ones are actually fucking lazy and having a glib tongue. well, just think of our patients' welfare.
4 more weeks till she's back.
this week is a honeymoon for me coz I'm with my awesome preceptor. of coz I need to know everything on my fingertips and do smoothly. every day is a new learning experience to me and I really learn a lot. but there's more for me to improve and this is the 6-7th week in dept. I wish I'll be independent soon. sigh.
I'm very stressed up today, as always. working life really sucks blood and my preceptor is erm.. you know. I scolded vulgarities when my close colleague was around (well, closest to me in the ward), felt like giving up everything and crying out loud. however I managed to hold back my tears and finished my task but ain't feeling good.
I just hope that I'll pass my probation smoothly and I will be working freely, at least. this is what I only hope for now and also work to be good each day (if you follow me on twitter, you will see me praying every single day).
I'm not happy.
can't speak out what I wanna say. most of it are saddening. nursing is not easy, the ppl you are going to work with are much more difficult. I just hope every single day is good and just pass in a wink. I can't say that it's my fav job now till I'm competent enough which I believed not that soon.
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